So ya, somthing really funny happened yesterday. I went to my bf's apartment and didn't know that we had started dating again yet. So she was doing whatever and I went into my bf's room and we were talking and whatever. Then he started tickling me and then I heard that went into the hallway thing so I jumped up and opened the door (she was supposed to take me somewhere).
Well, somewhere in the corse of him tickling me, the button that all day had refused to stay the way it should be came undone, so I opened the door fixing the button, my hair was a mess cause he was tickling me, and he didn't have his shirt on (he answered the door without it, that WAS NOT ME). So she sees me and him all like that and gets this priceless look on her face.
Then when we got in the car she was still looking at me funky.
: What's going on with you guys?
: What do you mean?
: Where you guys fucking?

I said no of course. Way to be blunt about it lol. You know I love you, and this journal was mainly to you btw. Your face was priceless when I opened the door.

Ok, song for this journal (I think I'm gonna start doing this regularly):

All Around Me:

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire runs in through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed